this morning

this morning i lay awake thinking... just thinking about... stuff... and then i thought... i want to write... so here i am... josh is taking care of and watching the boys... all though i should be getting ready to go to aunt larita's so we can ride horses... so much the procrastinator...
first, i was thinking about this blog and wondering who reads it... i know there are family and friends who read it and that is pleasing... but are there people who accidentally find themselves here and when they do are they glad they found themselves in this place... or do they leave as quickly as propriety will allow... which after all is just a click of the mouse... my thoughts were brought to this question because another friend of mine said that it is important to have a blog so that literary people can read it and then publish your book.... so then i thought of the absolute crazy assumption that 'other' people would actually read this 'stuff' ... and i thought... maybe i should perfect what i write... i don't do too many rough drafts... i am aware that my writing is flawed... but it would take weeks to make it perfect so i just write and slop it on :)... i can't decide how i feel about 'other' people reading my 'stuff' but then... it is on the internet... what was i expecting... not to be found accidentally or purposely.
(asher just came up to me with the big costco box of fruit snacks... mom can i have a fruit snack?... so funny!)
my other blog conundrum thought process went this way...
funny that i started this blog for the sole purpose of being able to write politics and religion without offending anybody... after all this is my little corner where i can raise my voice without worrying about offending people... if they come here they deserve to hear it :).... i was becoming too political and religious on my facebook and had heard some rumblings about people not wanting to hear that sort of thing... the funny thing is that i haven't stopped my political and religious sharing on facebook... but i don't really get too religious or political here... i keep closer to my family... a sort of diary of what we do and how i feel... which is hard for me, to mix sometimes how i feel and what i am doing together on the same post... somehow i find they are in separate compartments that only mingle when ordered to and only stubbornly even then.